Few weeks ago when the sales were on peak, I visited the stores again and again again. I didn’t really buy anything, nothing you wouldn’t know, but I had this terrible feeling, I miss something out.
And then I realised, this is the stupidest thing ever. Not just because I don’t need anything, but because I don’t want anything either. So how serious is that? Going to shopping just for the sake of shopping? Or because of the feeling of missing out? What on the sweet earth would I miss at this point?
Now, don’t get me wrong, I love shopping, as Carrie said once: ‘Shopping is my cardio’, and I especially love low prices and nice stuff. But! – and this is important – collecting garbage, or avoiding something much more important is so not any of those. So I stopped. Actually, I stopped weeks ago, and it feels pretty good at this point, in early February.
Today I almost caved in again. I didn’t need or want to buy anything particular, I just, I dunno. It become a habit, I guess. So now I’m waiting. What for? I’m not sure exactly. But I wanna resist as long as I can. Or until the new season, or until something will be shouting at me, and won’t let me sleep. And I wanna enjoy everything I already have. And most importantly because I can do this. I’m the master of my own will and habits.
Not to mention when your money don’t vanish in a minute, that feels pretty good, doesn’t it? Oh, yes, believe me, it does. 🙂
Oh, and I wore here the usual. 🙂 I mean usual Re/Done jeans, plaid coat, what new is however, that’s the styling. I never imagined myself before wearing these things together, especially these boots with this coat and jumper, but here we are; experimenting more with my stuff. I really haven’t given enough credit for my stuff, so far, but this is changing from now on. Are you with me?
Coat – Zara, jumper – H&M, belt – ASOS, jeans – Re/Done, bag – Autograph, boots – Topshop
PS: Maybe it’s time to start saving a bit anyway. That dreamy designer bag won’t pay itself I’m afraid, duh.
PS: If you’re wondering, that suspicious Office bag hides my white Office booties, and nothing else. 🙂